emotions of the day

Anger
I don't care about you, you nasty bitch. Firstly, my dog won't even go near your house. He doesn't even like it, knowing that you're such a tempremental old witch. I don't care if you're going through menopause or what the heck, what makes you think you can bark orders like that? Shit, I barely know you. Oops, I forgot. You're a female dog. Secondly, my dog is well- trianed thank you very much. Very well behaved and doesn't do his business all over the freaking damn place. And you don't deserve any apology or sympathy if some stray mutt does his business on your porch. Why, the like stick with the like. So shut your mouth. I hope you never cross my path again or I shall give you a piece of my mind.

Hope
They say your priorities change over time. I know mine has. But the inevitable fact is that at this age, we, my peers and I, think about babies. Those cute adorable chubby things on all fours, those who drool and those who make us go goo goo gaga over them. I must say the friends you hang out with do influence your priorities as well. And though having babies is not my priority now, I confess, I have thought about the notion of being a mommy. With a 29 and 21 year old as your close conversation mates, it's hard not to think about babies. Moreover, having a younger sister who's only started her second year at high school but equally as enthusiastic as me at planning our far future, baby talk has really brewed into some serious fantasy topic. The usual questions, of course are the names, how many, what gender..and whether twins. Twins... how interesting. From what I've gathered so far, having twins, I mean naturally of course, is genetically based and it skips a generation. I don't know how true that is. Note: scour the net later for more accurate information. And of course, since no one whatsoever in my family, or extended family is a twin or has a a pair of twins, I ruled out having twins. Let me stick to having individual babies. My sister however has always said that she wanted twins and so she said she must find a partner whose parent is a twin. But again, if you think about it, blokes only provide the sperm and it's the sheilas who ovulate. And hence, if two oocytes are released simultaneously, and fertilised, we get twins. So, this is all the mommy's job. So it must be in the mommy's genome. However, if you're wanting identical twins, then it might have something to do with the dad or mom's side. I'm not exactly sure. Have to check. But anways, long story cut short, I told my sis, it was utterly impossible to have twins, natually. But wait, the best part has yet to come. My paternal grandma was giving me a little family history update, stories of the olden days which I love so much and never get tired even if she repeats it a million times when I stumbled uupon some hidden treasure. Apparently, my grandma's second sister was a twin, but the other twin was a still born baby. And one of her deceased brother was also a twin. And since my grandma had only two older sisters which we know about, we were sure that was that. You should've seen our faces (my sis and I) when we found out. We were grinning like crazy clowns, hitting high fives and laughing hyterically. Hope is a good thing. But then again, though it is in the family, I don't know whether will it have any direct relationship to us. It is after all the maternal side the matters... hm... note: must delve further into family history.